The 2 sides of me... I need to destroy this monster... but... if I kill a part of me, I'll kill myself, I need peace, I need to die.
I'm hurting everyone around me with my sadness, making them feel worried about me, I never asked for that... and I really can't understand, why they are helping me? I'm just a person in the world... a person in the internet, I'm not their friends, I never sent them a message saying "hi, how're you?"
but... in the other side, they never tried to be my friend, they only tried to help me... help a strange person, this is... different....
They are really trying to help me with a certain purpose? or they are just like "I'm bored, I'll try to help him because I don't have nothing more interesting to do".
They care or they don't care? this is the question...
and they never send me a message asking me "how're you? Are you feeling better? I read your journal, I'm worried..." no... they just comment in the journal... like everyone else...
very rarely I received a note asking me about my situation, but I'm not worried about it... most of you aren't trying your best to make me feel better, but at least you're doing something... something for me... no one never tried to do something for me, I appreciate this...
I'M TIRED OF PEOPLE GETTING MAD ABOUT ME ONLY BECAUSE I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT DEATH AND SUICIDE! I EXPRESS MY FEELINGS WITH THE DRAWINGS! IF YOU'RE MAD, SO DON'T COMMENT! THIS IS HOW I'M!
`ChewedKandi has certainly gone out of her way to keep the vector community on the right path. Always making sure that her talents are infinitely scalable, Sharon has put her bezier curves to excellent use, and firmly anchored herself as an inspirational leader. We're absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for June 2013 to `ChewedKandi. Congratulations, Sharon! Read More
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